Still searching for answers...

Today i got up really early, something that i thought was impossible was pretty easy actually and i also walked to the gym and back and had enough time to work out, this is gonna become a routine. I need to do it to improve my health and appearance, not that i look bad now, the only thing is that i am thin and this is the way to get around it. I'm a lil unhappy with things in my life right now, why im unhappy i really need to figure out coz this shouldnt continue. The thing is that i was like this for quite some time now, i think i know the reason but maybe thats just what i think and is not the real reason. I need to change my attitude to life, i keep saying this and ill say it again and again untill things change. My life really isnt that bad actually but i still want a lil that could make such a difference coz i feel all the rest tht i have and and put to productive use is just getting wasted on something so bloody stupid. This thing should really not come in the way of my career but from the looks of it, i cant be really sure what is gonna happen. Anyway, i used to say this and ill say it again, the Lord is the strenght of my Life, in this will i be confident