Cha-lk

On 12/08/2011, a predetermind cha-lk on the weekend

Beers ......
Whiskey......
Chips......
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Chai (Uzbek)..
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Dinner
Sleep
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..Wakeup Next Morning..."BLOG"

Bombay .... 2009 to 2011

End of the Road...??......

When one door's shut, a new one opens...or so they say. I think its true and believing in that will make it happen.

My last day at DDI before I go on a holiday to the US for my sister's wedding. It will definitely be great and my life will change in a big way once i'm back.

I hope God is with me all along.

A day in Bombay..

House Party with friends


My trip to the Delhi Office - DDI


Cricket at DDI - Our Team




Working in Bombay....something that I thought would be the best option besides being at home in Goa. Well, its as good as I thought it would be. Thought I'd have more of a social life but well, work is taking up 99% of my time and with the remaining 1%, I do absolutely nothing.

At this very second, my Managing Director Mr. Daniel Chopra, Director of Manning Mr.Shashi D'Souza and the owner of another shipping company are talking business over a beer while watching the IPL....so its pretty distracting as i can hear their conversation. Hence the blog with not much sense or direction..lol

Rajeshwari n Shelly are two girls that I like at my company. Very different from the rest, both unique in their own way. Capt.Tarru Hazari is a gem of a person....a thorough Gentleman. I've not made any close friends here yet though :(

DDI

Questions...

Why do I go through these phases in a day where I'm happy for about 4 hrs and then I'm all low for the next 4 hrs?

Why are some people so proud and have such an attitude problem?

Why do girls think so much?

Why do I miss home so much when I've been away from home for quite a few yrs?

Why is it that I know I have to work hard to reach somewhere in life but yet I dont put in even half of what I know I'm capable of?

Why is it that they say that we should be careful of what we wish for?

Why do most of the fanatics and terrorists seem to come from the same culture/religion/background?

Why is it that the rich get richer and the poor get poorer?

Why are mos of the rich not nice people?

What is it that I am brought in this world for?

Why does my family love me so so much?

22OCT08 : Blogging when depressed

Only when things get bad do we realise what we had and how nice it was back then. Unfortunately, at the time, we still seem to be unsatisfied and want more. They say the grass is always greener on the other side, well, I've actually lived that saying and trust me, the grass only seemed greener on the other side. Really speaking, it was not. I actually changed my entire life without really checking things out properly and not am I regretting it?

Well, I don't think I'm regretting it totally because this experience has taught me alot but one thing is for sure, I could definitely do without this change and I would have been happier. What can I do to make it change for me? I know that I should be proactive and make things change rather than waiting for things to change by themselves. The real question is what do I need to do to make things change. Seems like I am doing things but nothing seems to be working, atleast not at the moment. Yeah, books and psychologist say that we should be positive and believe and only them things work in our favour but it is difficult to be positive when you see nothing positive happening. Maybe they are happening and I just don't see them, probably just taking them all for granted.

Am not well the last couple of days and besides that, my roomie has gone home so I alone. Days have gone by quite ok still but this thing of getting into low and high spells has to change, its not good for me.

Positive thing this week...the girl I have a slight crush on is back. Just typing that made me feel a lil better right now :)

Life will get better, I believe in that.

Brgds, L